Whilst meditating, I notice a fear within me that part of the field is gonna strike out at me, like a sudden attack; That there's something I've done that's bad, or I'm wrong, and I'm expecting some kind of Divine retribution. And that stops me from being fully receptive and open to the Field. It makes me dismiss opportunities or ideas.
 

I sometimes also diminish who I am now by living in some future imaginary reality, instead of presently embodied as the qualities I wish to experience myself as. That feels like a key to Divine abundance - showing up in a way that we like ourselves, we enjoy our character, we like this avatar we are within the computer game of life.
 

I feel I'm soliloquising again…
 

But yeah, that's the block, and where does this block sit in my body?
 

I become still, and I listen: where is the attention and closure to full receiving?
 

I reach for the dogs. “Ninja, Neo, does anyone want cuddles? Come up, sweetheart. Sweet dog.” Neo, such a golden doggo.
 

The quality of gold - If everything is golden and everything is streamlined for your ease and flow, there are no large worries or bumps in the road. All is fluid and warm and light, sweet like caramel, or a flow of super creamy rainbow juice. Those are the devic notes. 
 

Sometimes I have a Disney moment! It's those moments of re-enchantment, through the magic of nature, through the language that Mother Earth speaks - the birds, plants, or the hum of insects. It's these.
 

Those transmissions can feel so intensely high-vibration, that I don't know how to translate them into my lived reality. I can't always sense the purpose of a transmission, and I ask to receive each one at the deepest level myself, to embody the gift, the lesson, that I may share what I have found and learned and discovered with others.
 

I feel my lack of receiving most strongly in my spine and my lower back. I feel broken, like I'm being burnt at a stake, or dehumanised.
 

This is the collective energy that calls to me and through me, that I am the medicine bringer for - that collective “witch” wound - the dehumanisation of those “heretics” with direct spiritual connection and understanding of the living Earth. 
 

For me, a “witch” is simply someone who has the ability to connect with the primal part of her brain that still speaks the language of the Earth. Whether the spells she casts are "good" or "bad" is another matter, but she is definitely a witch.
 

She found her original s-witch and turned it back on. What she became was neither good nor bad, but very happy.  A very happy witch!
 

This is the note that my Soul seeks to embody. She's a completely outside-the-box demonstration of what it is to be a witch. I do this in my own way, and my writings make light of the path I took.
 

So feeling this part of me and my lower back - I can feel it vibrating, and its colour. It's the colour of death. It's grey. It's electric pain. Shocking and wild. A dragon you don't want to wake. I take a big stretch and realise it's too late - this dragon has awoken and is sounding the song of her own healing into the world. The song that helps her to show up as the medicine she needs. With her own Soul-food and essence as those qualities. It's super-creamy rainbow juice! 🍦🌈 😆✨
 

And this translates with my core values, that I now see map onto a model I have been receiving to explain my Devic experience - it's a flow from who we be, to how we act, and what we have.
 

Be - Realign with our inherent Sanctity (permission to be our sacred essence)

Do - Live from a place of Sovereignty (with the boundaries and freedom to occupy our internal patterning - that is the kingdom we steward)

Have - An experience of Unity in our form (that makes us more fluid within what feels like a whole system of golden energy)
 

As our Soul energies travel through the body, what becomes more available and fluid to the whole?
What has been rebalanced by the particular sound frequency medicine we are - this deva, this note, this blueprint, the cymatic pattern, this stained-glass rose window?
 

All is frequency and sound. Magnetic resonances. Resonance is a form of magnetism. 
 

The tone of a voice - Those who need it, receive it. 
 

We are wired to recognise our medicine when it calls us. 🔔✨